I think of you, drinking Rioja wine
in that one perfect, protoplanetary night,
pure and unadulterated.
You lounged, celestial
on a cloud of noble gases,
until magnetic and electrified plasma
tore through universal darkness
to mould galaxies and quasars,
space debris and asteroids.
And you became all
spiralling, stellar arms,
a nascent Milky Way of hot flesh
around your insatiable black hole.
And I, a dense star, orbited you,
lost in your gravitational pull
till you made me bend
like the curvature of spacetime.
And my arching body
precessed in planes of motion
beneath an early sky that shook
with tension
as quantum spumes
circled ions of ring-beams
around a pristine sun,
and I was scorched
by your 100 million degrees.
A second before nuclear fusion,
you sang with the comet’s rarefied crooning,
hummed deep bass notes and harmonics
to charged particles
pirouetting on solar winds.
Heat drew a line
and you emitted those first luminosities
in fresh greens or excited carbon reds.
at all wavelengths to your Black Hole,
random molecules
like a swarm of bees against my hand.
Selina Whiteley (she/her) has been published in two books, “Up to Our Necks in It” and “The Kaleidoscope Chronicles” as well as in various magazines. Most recently, she was published in Literary Veganism and in The Lake. She will have two poems published in Neon Mariposa in May 2020.