On a night where the sky is purple, streaked
with linear reds,
I take you home.
Name, I ask.
Djinn, you say.
If I rub you, do I get
three wishes?
Nobody speaks.
I split
my softness
around you,
and I am reminded
that Aladdin found his genie in a cave of
wonders amidst the desert,
and I wonder if
I should
wish upon the star
that rises inside
slow,
slow,
slow
then all at once bursts
like a supernova.
It makes my heart expel a wish.
I do not recognise the words my lips utter.
Another night and you’re here,
knuckles rhythmically tapping the
wood
of the door.
A wish takes time
to manifest, you say. Otherwise,
I would have had you take me
on the first
night.
We undress.
I want the part of me I feel I have – I am –
to be reflected
in my simple carbon
but
in its absence, I pull out
supplemental silicon.
A wish takes time,
you say, your skin warm and dry as you apply
gentle pressure
to my wrist.
Leave fake organs
in the drawer.
You draw me close and
manifest a hard, unyielding wish.
I watch
as my desire overthrows
the biology held
between my legs and extends
itself to where you lie.
The first time I slip
into you, blue
orbs swell and match the pounding
of my heart.
The first time I slip
into you, blue orbs swell,
matching the pounding of my heart.
The first time I slip into you,
blue orbs swell,
matching the pounding
of my heart.
Amara George Parker (they/them) is a London-based writer. Their short story, Rafterland, recently appeared in Mslexia’s Other Worlds-themed Showcase, and their poetry has been published in literary magazines Spoon Knife, Sufi Journal, inkspace, Aeva, Voice of Eve, She Who Knows, and Earth Pathways diary. As a queer disabled writer, they hope their work offers readers an inclusive perspective.
When they’re not writing, they love being immersed in nature, exploring new parts of the world, and listening to something sultry or funky. They'd love to chat to you about literature, drag, disability, paganism, and boats. Will read your tarot for a price.
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