He lit beside me like a butterfly—
with silver lips and glass albino eyes. All
through the night, his specter spoke to me
because I could not bear to be alone
and missed him so that somehow,
through a lurid, emerald light, he flew
to me with love.
“Some lovers lie,” he said,
“together, yet apart— the separation wider
than a world. But look at us, my friend,
apart and yet together at your call,
embraced through space and time.”
“I didn’t have much time to be
with you,” I said. “I’m glad I’m with you this way now
at least —or should I say, at most—
in your ideals. For love to us
was so ill-timed, ill-starred. I wasted moments now
we only dream. I hate love every morning when I wake.”
The great, pellucid butterfly tipped his wings.
Their bleached, acidic lusters evanesced
into a dark dimension, not this world. Unfolded
into sight again, he said, “There comes a time
when all of us must leave. The day must break,
and none can catch the dream that keeps me here
with you.”
Suspended there, he shed two pearls
for tears, his fingernails a polished ivory,
his hair a blond no fairer than his skin.
He left a spectral frost on my lips with his ethereal kiss
and then took flight in one clear vanishing,
my white phantasm in the black of night.
Ken Anderson’s (he/him) Someone Bought the House on the Island was a finalist in the Independent Publisher Book Awards. A stage adaptation won the Saints and Sinners Playwriting Contest and premiered May 2, 2008, at the Marigny Theater in New Orleans. An operatic version premiered June 16, 2009, at the First Existentialist Congregation in Atlanta. His novel Sea Change: An Example of the Pleasure Principle was a finalist for the Ferro-Grumley Award.